one down..and many to go?

i have a strong feeling that i have done the same mistake over the past few years again..
geez..how can i be so blind that i dumbfully be the person that i promised not to be?
hmm..things had happened anyway..and that's that i guess..
sorry dude..my bad..it seems that really-annoying-and-stupid old habit never really ceased or fell apart from me..
it looks like i have to search for the next only-God-and-i-know-what-it-is as i should give up on the fallen one..

note to myself:
1. no pushy2
2. no dumb-ish attitude
3. just listen and nod
4. etc?

p/s aku hanya insan biasa